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😢Whine As Juggs' World turns

Tommy said:
Let me guess, her last 3 men mysteriously died as well?
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Just 2 and they probably deserved to. Her first husband that she married at 18.....shot her when she was 25 for trying to leave. Shotgun at close range, almost completely severed her left arm. Gnarly scar and a weird bicep that was reconstructed and no feeling in her left hand. Surprisingly none of that bothers me (and it helps that all the important parts of the body are nice)....She divorced the 2nd husband who turned into a raging alcoholic. Maybe a tad too religious for my taste, but she's so calm and non-confrontational, I can take the occasional Jesus talk :lol: That first one is some baggage, but not much different than mine only she handled hers better than I ever did mine. I mean, she even insisted on forgiveness instead of letting her Spook father handle it (3 letter kind, not the darky kind). She's incredibly stable and balanced, which I don't personally understand....power of Jesus I guess. All our hobbies and interests are similar, politics are 100% aligned, and for some odd reason she wants to do anything to make me happy (despite my asshole exterior, I'm quite sweet and treat those I care about very well)
 
A tad too religious? Dude, she runs a Jesus camp for kids. You going to be able to handle that?

Side note: now she shows up in my "people you may know" list 😆
 
Panamag8or said:
A tad too religious? Dude, she runs a Jesus camp for kids. You going to be able to handle that?

Side note: now she shows up in my "people you may know" list 😆
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It's not a Jesus camp :lol: She just charges people to come feed, play with, and learn how to take care of livestock. They're just occasional 1 day events.

On the plus side, she's more spiritual. She doesn't believe in a literal interpretation of the Bible, but a book of metaphors and lessons. She does believe the Jesus divinity thing, but also laughs when I call Jesus a historical David Blaine/Copperfield. I don't have a problem with beliefs as long as they're not forced on me and she gets a kick out of when I try to pick it apart, but our big picture belief is the same (God/Allah/Odin/Buddha/the Universe/cosmic force is all the same thing with different designations assigned by different cultures at different points in time).

She's submissive and hates conflict, so if I say "ok, enough of debating theology for today", it ends on the spot :lol:
 
Aaaaand the nutter comes out after a few months and I had to end it.

She convinced me to try long distance knowing my primary condition was I had a clock on how much time I'd give it. She'd have to move here at some point since I can't leave my kid. She said she'd absolutely move here if we things are good a year or so from now. Things were really good. She loves me, she blah blha blah.

Where it went downhill fast? Her faith. She's one of those who believes she's so in tune with faith that she knows God's will for her. It comes to her in a way she wouldn't explain becuase she said I wouldn't understand. But she felt God's will was for her to be there, where she is. And God comes first, so she'll stay there until he says it's time to leave, be it a year, 5 years, or 10 years. So I ended it. She didn't understand and didn't believe she mislead me at all. I told her if she changes her mind at God's perceived whim, that makes her unreliable and I really can't believe anything she'd ever say....because you can always just change your mind and credit God. She insisted it still could be very well a year and it does happen as planned. Of course I replied, or I could waste a year of of my life only to end up in the same place a year from now, only with a lot more miles on my truck, money wasted, and burning all my PTO from work.

If it wasn't over a distance, I could easily have tolerated the "God's will" thing. To believe everything will happen at God's will and rely solely on that, as if making life moves don't take human decisions and actions, is a level of absurdity I'll never understand in those type of people.
 
Is it wrong for a 44 year old to play to the fantasies of a hot 20 year old who wants to be used, abused, and punished by daddy in anyway he wants?

I'm kinda torn. On one hand, it's a lot of damn fun and I'm not getting a body like this again. On the other, it does kinda make me feel creepy.
 
52:20 said:
if you can stand being around a 20 year old, have at it. Cant imagine it'll last too long
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There's no hanging out and not much chatting. She's basically a slave the second she walks in the door. I doubt it'll last long either. I'm sure she'll either have fulfilled most of her fantasies or I'll get tired of it. Sometimes I feel like a bitch saying that meaningless sex can get old :lol: If I end up regularly dating and sleeping with the Filipina, I'd end it for sure. She's not the best looking gal, but a good enough body, kind, sweet, old fashioned....typical Asian gal.
 
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