- Nov 2, 2019
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Uhhhhh....so the filipina just stopped by. Haven't heard from her since I broke it off. She wanted to stay here tonight so be close to an ER because....she's pregnant and has been bleeding a little. She swears she was with no one else and I never came in her, so apparently my precum hates me? She was just scared...like, she's been bleeding occasionally for a week, so the odds of it happening in the next 12 hours if she has a miscarriage is probably low. She came from the ER and they said it is possible. She said technical jargon that she didn't understand and I could barely understand the words she was trying to say. Cornea? She eventually went home and I kinda answered the questions with, take it one day at a time. I told her to keep me updated on how it's going. She said no. Basically she'll only tell me if she miscarries and if I don't hear from her, everything is fine. I'm like....Yeah I kinda need to know that. She said she couldn't move on if she stayed in contact with me. So at first it sounded like she wanted me to say "YES!!" and ask her to marry me or something. Well I was in shock and most of hte time, my mind is just saying, "I can't afford another child support payment and out of all the chicks I've banged, why is she the one I had to knock up? The one that bores me to death in every way possible. I'm sure this is wrong of me, but God please let a miscarriage happen. Even though she never mentioned a word about money or anything....I'm still in shock and kinda panicking in my head. Not that I have a say in what happens, it's not like I have stairs I could have kicked her down. fuck...me.
Maybe I can find a message board for her to get on and talk instead of having to talk to me