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😢Whine As Juggs' World turns

Uhhhhh....so the filipina just stopped by. Haven't heard from her since I broke it off. She wanted to stay here tonight so be close to an ER because....she's pregnant and has been bleeding a little. She swears she was with no one else and I never came in her, so apparently my precum hates me? She was just scared...like, she's been bleeding occasionally for a week, so the odds of it happening in the next 12 hours if she has a miscarriage is probably low. She came from the ER and they said it is possible. She said technical jargon that she didn't understand and I could barely understand the words she was trying to say. Cornea? She eventually went home and I kinda answered the questions with, take it one day at a time. I told her to keep me updated on how it's going. She said no. Basically she'll only tell me if she miscarries and if I don't hear from her, everything is fine. I'm like....Yeah I kinda need to know that. She said she couldn't move on if she stayed in contact with me. So at first it sounded like she wanted me to say "YES!!" and ask her to marry me or something. Well I was in shock and most of hte time, my mind is just saying, "I can't afford another child support payment and out of all the chicks I've banged, why is she the one I had to knock up? The one that bores me to death in every way possible. I'm sure this is wrong of me, but God please let a miscarriage happen. Even though she never mentioned a word about money or anything....I'm still in shock and kinda panicking in my head. Not that I have a say in what happens, it's not like I have stairs I could have kicked her down. fuck...me.
 
Damn, how old is she? If she doesn’t miscarry you need to get a paternity test of course.
I can't remember now. 43 I think. I'll get one if she doesn't, absolutely.

She ended up texting me last night all angry and disappointed. Like shit, you've had weeks to process this and you show up on my door with my kid home. Give me more than 30 seconds to process. She seems adverse to research, so I did it for her. If the websites I saw are true, roughly 50% of pregnancies over 40 miscarry. So far, spotting/some clotted blood discharge and the starting of period like cramps. All scream miscarry. From one page about miscarriages, I did note that some women opt to expedite the process to not go through a 2-3 week suffering (basically abortion). I was hoping she would choose that, but she didn't like that.

Emotional train wreck. Even when I broke it off, she made all these crazy assumptions, totally irrational. Then last night she said I abandoned our baby and her. Like what? I didn't' say that at all, you did. I just said I wasn't bringing you inside and having you stay the night on the spot with my daughter here. I also said, before we start talking about serious stuff about a baby, let's see if this is a miscarriage first.

Fuck I hate that black or white, all or nothing, emotional hysteria shit.
 
So she just stopped texting last night randomly and just now texted. Said she lost the baby.

Now I'm wondering if any of this was true or some hair brained attempt to get me back? She seems too stupid or naive to have made up the accurate descriptions.

Either way, thank God. :lol:
 
Bitches b crazy, It wouldn't surprise me if she were making it all up. She may have gone through a miscarriage before and was describing that.
Normally I'd have that nailed on most women. She said she had the discharge papers from the ER in the car and she didn't understand the words they used. She was a little shaky and didn't seem her normal self. If she was faking, she was doing a good job acting.

Luckily after I didn't reply to her last text with more bitching, she hasn't texted since.
 
She says she's still in pain and has to go back to the ER and apparently I have to take her. yay.
 
If you want to know what a 7 week fetus looks like, it’s a baby jelly fish kinda. Which is now buried in my yard. Don’t worry, it’s separate from all the critters I’ve killed.
 
Yeah, in a box. With a boys and girls name written on it. She asked if i was going to put a cross up. Uhhh, no. I don’t need to explain that to my kid.

She said I wouldn’t hear from her again. Everything came back clear and in the healing process. I sure as shit hope she sticks to it.
 
Yeah, in a box. With a boys and girls name written on it. She asked if i was going to put a cross up. Uhhh, no. I don’t need to explain that to my kid.

She said I wouldn’t hear from her again. Everything came back clear and in the healing process. I sure as shit hope she sticks to it.
I’m 99.9% certain she’s going to call you and freak out on you again. I do feel for her, it’s got to be an emotional roller coaster for her, but I don’t think you have much responsibility to her at this point.
 
I’m 99.9% certain she’s going to call you and freak out on you again. I do feel for her, it’s got to be an emotional roller coaster for her, but I don’t think you have much responsibility to her at this point.
Quite possible. I ignored her last text and she stayed quiet...she was clearly already very attached to the baby. She couldn't understand why I didn't. Like, well....You hid it from me, blindsided me with it, and 12 hours later it was gone. So yeah, I didn't have strong feelings. She at least admitted that she was overreacted.

I was starting to lose my patience with it yesterday :facepalm: Maybe I can find a message board for her to get on and talk instead of having to talk to me :lol:
 
You going to come home to a boiling rabbit in the near future.
 
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